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today, I thought I was Alice




black corset top: Sparkle Couture, high waisted navy blue skirt with gold studs, red cardigan: thrifted, my current favorite headband: F21, accessories: elsewhere

today I thought I was Alice.
I walked, I ran, until my feet were no longer
touching the ground.
my words hung up in the air,
as I fall into nothingness.
and I could feel my blood rushing,
my heart racing,
my skin burn.

today I thought I was Alice.
I closed my eyes,
and disappeared into wonderland.
I felt the world slip through my fingers,
the air embracing me,
with lips that kissed my hair,
and whispered words
which filled the gaps
of every breath i took.

today I thought I was Alice.
I counted the stars,
named them,
talked to them,
not wanting to go home.
I wrote ghostlines in my sleep,
fell in love with places I’ve never been,
drifted away from the four walls
that bound me of my despair.

today I thought I was Alice.
even in a room
filled with a hundred chattering souls,
I still feel alone.
in here, we were all mismatched,
yet we all belonged.
in here, I could be mad,
I could be lost,
I was free.
there were no boundaries,
no chains,
on whoever I wanted to be.

I wish I was Alice.
I woke up and realized
I was not.

13 comments:

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